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Sunday, April 03, 2005

i'm sorry sayang ..
for the stupid attitude yesterday..
i'm sorry sayang ..
for being sarcastic lately..
i'm sorry sayang ..
for throwing my temper on you..
i'm sorry sayang ..
if my behavior all these while hurt you..
i'm sorry sayang ..
if i made u soo pissed off lately..

Going thru days n months...
Now its been 6 mnths dat we are together..
I'm very happy having you as my hubby..
How u tolerate my attitudes..
How u cool me down when i'm in no mood..
How u held me when im feeling down..
How u console me when i had very bad dreams..

I can still remember our first meeting and ur first thought of me was i'm a stuck up gurl..
Yup..I did show my attitude coz i didn't really know you..
We exchange CDs and i went off just like that..
Then that nite u did'nt call me at all..
i thought u didn't want to contact me no more so i off my hp...
The next morning i was like so happy to receive your msg...

Our second meeting was when pencil led got stuck in my finger..
And you helped me with it..
Its so freaking painful..
Then we got home n i can't stop smelling my hand..
It smells so good..should b your perfume..

then later on we get closer to each other..
every single nite we talked to each other..
he's so sweet..

Then came my N-Level...
How stress i felt..
but he was there to consult me..
He helped me with my maths question..
He made a madly stress gurl into a confident gurl...
That was the part that i kinda like him...

Our next meeting when i had a terrible day...
Something bad happen...
And again he was there for me..
He lend me his shoulder when i burst into tears..
How he advice my brother to be strong abt this bad thing..
And again my feelings for him grow..

The day we became one was on 8th October 2004...
i, him n my brother..
we went to east coast park to relax out mind..
And my brother wantd to play this true or dare game.. n we did..
And this game made us a Couple..
Then he tell me all about his past..

But even wen we are already a couple, i didn't really trust our relationship..
I sill had fear in going thru another relationship after wad had happen to me 8 mnths ago..
I didn't know what to do..
I hate short trm relationship..
It makes me feel like a cheap gurl..
one after another...
Juz not my cup of tea..

So i break up with him..
Ya..i'm unsure of this relationship..
I dun want to go thru another heart breaking..
But at the same time i felt guilty..
I hurt an innocent guy..
Receive a BAD scolding, shouts n vulgarity from my mum...
Ya.. my mum really like my hubby...

And luckily we were back together..
Till now n forever i hoped..

For these six mnths i did alot of stupid things..
Several time i asked for a break up without even thinking..
By doing that i barely know that i've hurt him alooot..
But still he wants me..
How lucky i am to have a guy like him..

Now then i realise that i really love him..
I might not show him dat i love him..
but deep inside me im in love with him..
He's all thats i want..
he is all that i wished for..
He is all that my heart aches for..
He is all that i love..
N really hoped that he'll be mine till the end..

SAYANG SORIE AGAIN N AGAIN FOR SHOWING YOU MY IRRITATING ATTITUDE..
PLEASE REMEMBER DAT I HAD ALWAYS N WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..
I MIGHT NOT SHOW BUT I DO..
AT TIMES I DON"T KNOW HOW TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I REALLY DO..
I'LL TRY TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE FOR YOU SAYANG..
REALLY WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..
YOU ARE MY HUBBY NOW N FOEVER!!!

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