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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Got my ans to my ite admission.. i ve been selected for electronics n not office.. i'll b schooling in Mac Pherson not Simei.. Every time when schoole starts i have this fear dat i cannot overcome.. So many question is in my head without any ans.. Why am i posted to that school?? How is my life going to b like in that school?? Can i cope with someting dat i dun even like?? How's the frends there?? Am i going to changed from bad to worse?? Can i make it for electronics?? I'm realli scared to meet new people.. its funny rite but its the fact n its my fear.. I fear meeting new friends.. Its not that i dun want but sumhow i want my old fren to b with me juz like my secondary life.. The most scariest ting is that i dun wan to LOSE my syg!!! n My old friends!!i have no confidence studying in MAc Pherson.. I'm like a child who lost her mother if im in that school.. I'm lost!! I want Chai Chee Secondary School!! evrynite before i go to sleep.. theres awaes tears in my eyes!! im scared to go to that school.. i beg to god not to put me in dat school.. I want my old friends back!! Shikin Nadia Yaya Nisa Fidah Michelle!! i want them to b by me!! I want my hubby to b beside me in my life!! Since the day i know dat i'll b in that school.. i dun feel happy!!I may smile to u but deep inside iM SCARED!!! How?? I try to b strong n put my fears away.. but i cannot.. N ite n secondary life isn't the same.. I dunno y but im scared!! Yes this is merepek but its the fact!! After all its been years that im awaes with my buddies n now its juz me alone with many new pple..N dat school.. i heard aloot of stories about a girl who lost their virginity becoz of those guys.. Baru masuk da hilang!! How???!!! Hiaz..till here la..

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